I know if my mom didn’t have my dad, she’d abuse the fuck out of me..

I don’t want to lose you now…

Why won’t my heart settle down

Please Lord God please help me…

I need to go to church today….

I blame my parents for my inability to socialize.

I know not all of the blame can’t go to them, but hear out my reasoning:

1) they never let my go out. Only with family, my boyfriend, and one other friend. This is not saying much.

…wow, I thought I’d have more reasons than that.

Being homebound most of the time gets boring. I’m so used to not talking to anyone because I can’t even fully express myself in my own house. I’m too loud, obnoxious, and all-around ill-mannered.

The thought of this is depressing because when I’m out with David and his friends or even my own freaking extended family, I can’t even hold a conversation…let alone start one. I’m so shy, it’s ridiculous.

This is literally bringing tears to my eyes because I can’t even be myself in my own house. I rarely have friends. The people who are my friends….well…ugh…

This will be so cliche of me, but I feel like no one will ever understand….

(Source: giffinganimation, via dancingg-onthe-edge)

Guess you hate me

I always come second anyways..

I’m a disgrace to my own mother.

I honestly don’t know how I’m gonna make it without David around.

I’ll have letters and maybe a phone call, but it’s not the same as texting freely…

You haven’t even left yet and I’m already missing you so badly….

Seriously..it’s so nice to be met halfway.

It’s so nice to be appreciated by someone when you’ve been taken advantage of most of your life..

I’ve only been getting on here if I’m mad/sad or if I’m bored

Anonymous said: WHAT MY LIFE EVERYTHING KIMMI STILL FOLLOWS YOU WHAT YOUR SUPER LUCKY AHSHSJSJ

And you’re super cute. :3

I hope you get that amazing notification of her following you one day!

Anonymous said: DOES CUTIE KIMMI STILL FOLLOWING YOU OMG

Kimmi Smiles?? YAAAAASSSSSSS!!! :D

That is by far the most successful thing to ever come out of me having a tumblr. :3